dying hard.

I've always been one to do things by myself more often than not and I've come to be completely comfortable in this fact. I've never really had a best friend to spend every day with or to have continuous slumber parties with. I don't really believe I'm the best at leaving good first impressions, either. to be honest, I think I'm just always going to be this way, I think I'm just going to end up alone. and maybe it's better that way. when I'm in my own space I have no one to impress but myself and no one to disappoint and I won't have to convince anyone to love me. I think it's time to fall into old patterns.