Saturday, February 21, 2009
red letter day.
I miss him. I miss feeling like I have a best friend. I miss continuity. why do I get the feeling that nothing stays constant in this city? I am doing my absolute best to be positive about his move, to convince myself that he'll make an effort to come see me before, and after, the move. who am I kidding? I'm not ready to be let down again, so I'm just going to let myself be real and realize that I will always be the one who does more driving, I will always be the one that is a little lonely, I'll always be the last to move on. I would put a lot of my life on hold for him, us, and maybe that's the problem.
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it's always really hard to be in a relationship like that. i've always been the type of person to put others before me and to sacrifice so much more than i probably should. but you're a strong person, and if you knew this was a bad thing for you, then you wouldn't do it. if you ever need someone to talk to that is potentially unbiased, then give me a call. it's always good to talk to someone new.
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